It's About Time

It's about time I grow up.

Up, Up & Away

I know what this song is about, but whatever :P

I'm at work again (as always). I got put on the 1st floor to clean that whole section up this summer. I guess my boss thought it was going to be a challenge but I finished the whole floor in two days.. Now I've got nothing to do.

My summer has been pretty good so far. I mean I haven't done anything to challenge myself academically, but I've been doing a lot of planning for the next two years of college. I think I've got a solid plan to get where I want to get. Let's see if I can do it :)

So far this summer, I've spent most of it with Jon, but I've been with some friends and my family. It's been fun. Baseball games, birthday parties, and working out (getting that beach bod this summer :P). This weekend I'm going camping and I'm super excited about that since I haven't been for the longest time. This is the first time without my family though so it should be interesting.

Speaking of my family, my mom is STILL in Texas. It's cool because my dad isn't all that strict and she's not here to constantly nag me about getting home early, but I still miss her. She calls every week or so and it's fun talking to her. I kind of also need her financially :P Usually she pays for my contacts and doctor visits, but I'm pretty much on my own this year. My dad would probably give me the money, but he usually says to me, 'if you've got the money to do it yourself then use it.' I mean if I really needed it he'd give it to me, but I'd rather try to do it myself. I've been working a lot to be able to pay rent at Park West and try to get all my health necessities taken care of. It's hard and boring work, but it has to be done. I think I'm going to get a credit card D:

That's my midsummer update. We'll see if I feel motivated to update some more.

Til next time!

Asian. Out.

Got Your Back

There's so many things I want to say, but.. I don't want to be a bitch right now. Finals are coming up and I'd much rather wait until after that so I'll just stick with the stuff that won't cause too many problems.

I've been evaluating all the stuff I've been doing academically in college and sadly, I've fallen behind. I really have to get out there next year and stop being such a hermit. I'm just so comfortable where I am, but I guess for the sake of my future I have to do something about it. I keep telling my little brother to take advantage of all the stuff college has to offer and I'm probably annoying the shit out of him, but I don't want him to end up feeling empty about his academic life at the end of his second year like I do.

Summer has always been a good reflective time so I won't think about it right now.. since I really should be thinking about ochem and bio :(

Anyways, I miss my best friends. I've seen so many different kinds of people and I'm happy to say that I like my best friends much better than the others I've met. I'm sorry if I ever thought otherwise because, Ana and Stacy, I know we're each our own kind of bitch, but we never hide it from each other and that's probably why we've been friends for so long. I can't wait for summer so we can hang out again.

Lastly, here's a song.. Jon has gotten to me, but what can I say? Love makes you do crazy things.. like listen to T.I. :P




Goodnight!

Terrified

Zachery Levi is sexy :)

Vague

There are things my sister and I disagree on.

But I think she has it right when she says that people shouldn't be vague when they're trying to say something. Why? Because its two-faced.. and being two faced is lying.. and lying is a sin :P

I admire my sister because she never gives a shit about what other people say or whether or not they like her because of her opinions. She never writes those mysterious blogs about a certain person or what not. She address everyone by name and doesn't play the guessing game.

That's probably why Ana, Stacy, and I have a stable friendship now and why Ana and Stacy has the better bond between the three of us. When they're mad at each other.. they know and there is no sugar coating anything. Sometimes being honest means being rude.. and that's just the way it is.

Anyways, I'm guilty of doing all that stuff, but I'm going to try this new way of communicating from now on. I mean.. I think it's better to say something straight out rather than hide behind vague terms. Might as well say nothing at all really.

American Honey

Whoo.
Finished with my Stats midterm. Next up is my chemistry midterm then my bio midterm.

These things just never stop.

I've got so many things I want to do this summer.. none of which involves school or work. I want to go camping, hiking, to the beach, some road trip up north.. I just want to be active this summer. Last summer I just sat in the library for 6 hours every weekday and wasted away. It was fun being in Irvine and getting to see my friends, but I just want to do buttloads of things this summer. Soak up the sun and all that other cliche stuff people say during summer. We're only young once and eventually we're not going to be able to go anywhere or do anything until we're old.. then we're too tired to leave the house. Bummer.

Ay.. I finished my Stats midterm too early.. now I'm stuck sitting at the CAFE EXPRESSO for another half hour. It's nice outside today though. I think maybe I'll go to the movies or something tonight (and by I.. I mean Jon and I :P).

We're inseparable, I know.

I just downloaded a bunch of songs and I'm really jealous of all the high schoolers who get to go to prom this year.. They have such good music to dance to. What. the. Ghetto.

It's only been two years. Shit.

ASIAN. OUT.


CURRENTLY LISTENING TO:

So What Was I Saying?

Didn't do so well on my quiz, but that's what happens when I study for like five minutes total :P

I haven't been blogging much cause I haven't had much to say, but I guess I can update about whats been going on as filler.

For one, my mom's been in Texas for like TWO months. That's the longest my mama has ever been away from us. That woman is amazing though.. Even when shes miles away she still manages to tell me to go home before it gets too late. I think my dad is lonely and bored though. He's cooked spaghetti about once a week so far and he apparently loves frozen pizza. He tries and I love him for it, but Papa Smurf just doesn't quite hold the fort like mom does. She's coming home on Sunday so I'm looking forward to that :)

I haven't really done much lately other than schoolwork.
Hm.. Jon and I have been a little bit more adventurous and spontaneous. He thinks I might think he's boring or something, which I definitely don't, but dates are still fun nonetheless. We gave blood yesterday just because the UCI bloodmobile was on campus (it was a unique date :P). Then we had a steak dinner because the post-instructions for giving blood said to have a "hearty meal" and hearty it was... mmm... bloody cow meat.. I love it :P
Today we went bowling and then to Guppies. I'm a lucky girl :)

I've been trying to cook more.. I'm going through this blogger's recipe list and so far it's been good. After looking at how much I spend eating out, I figured it'd be a nice change to try and cook something for myself. I don't care if I'm fattening up myself or my boyfriend.. food is delicious and I love it too much! We'll hit the gym.

Oh and Hazel, sorry for using your meatballs. I'll be sure to let you know next time I do something like that (which I'll try not to do again).
And with that, sorry Katie for taking your toolbox yesterday and not telling you.

I'm bad with that kind of stuff. Bad traits and character development stuff I need to work on D:

I've been Stumbling! a lot lately and it makes me want to go traveling sometime in my life. Maybe I'll go to school outside of the U.S. or something.. that would be pretty exciting. Who knows right now though.. too much stuff going on. I'll take it slow for now.

My head is spinning with so many ideas right now. I should sleep on it..

GOODNIGHT :)
(I guess I did have much to say :P)